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I'll Rise Up (Despite The Ache)
I took the kids to Florida last week to visit my parents. It was such a lovely vacation. I felt alive, present, and relaxed. So much...
Brigitte Lebel
Feb 23, 20234 min read
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When We Watched the Sunset
This morning was normal. I drove the kids to school and this song came on the radio about the gift and privilege of watching your kids...
Brigitte Lebel
Feb 7, 20231 min read
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I Might Not Have Anything Else to Write About
It's been 18 months since Kamila vanished. I swear that just a couple months ago, I was thinking that I might not have anything else to...
Brigitte Lebel
Jan 26, 20233 min read
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The Thing About the Pit in my Stomach
The day the police came to my house to inform me that Kamila died was probably the worse day of my life. Just moments before I heard the...
Brigitte Lebel
Sep 23, 20224 min read
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Surviving a Grief Wave
It's been 15 months since Kamila left her body. In the first weeks the waves hit every 5 minutes. Now I can go up to one month before I...
Brigitte Lebel
Aug 27, 20223 min read
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